entertainment~

another boring day...nth to do at work..

ktv session with dawn and her sweetheart last nite...voice wasnt in good condition..argh..dawn and yuehan too..hurhur..took some pics...

nice mah?~haha..

Owell..since im doin photos now..might as well i put up some other pics i took recently..

this was taken last sat at tiff's advance bday celebration..^^

ok...me myself and i.."zilianin" hahaha..hey...i seldom do this until i get my new hp...hurhur.. =P

aite..tat's it fer today..tata~

ya..maybe..

wrong impression?expected tat... =) all guys are e same..yeayeayea..i noe...all are out to club and jus have fun..nth to be serious abt..i noe tat...if it were fer other guys i will say tat...it's all abt me myself and i now..it's ok... =)

o.O

UH-OH!!~~WAT HAVE I DONE???
HURHUR~~WAT HAVE I DONE??HMMM...I NEED TO DIG A HOLE ON E GROUND NOW FOR HIDING~~~HAHAHAHAHA..IM GOIN MAD!!!SHIT~GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME~
OK..ACT DUMB!JUS ACT DUMB~~~

~.~

im basically jus bored at work now...
hmm..there's abit of conflict goin in e conference room now..it's between rina and cass..wat's e definition of humble??seriously bein humble or not in a workin environment is no longer impt i think....becos no matter wat u will still be shoot by ppl ard u..it's even worst when u work in a company with family line in it...merchandiser is boss's wife..workin under boss's staff..hr manager is boss's aunt..retail sales manager is boss's uncle..aunt always helpin uncle snatch stocks from other sales person...o.O like wat e hell...my boss doesnt seem to draw e line clearly...i hear stories abt e conflict here and there..i shut up...someone tell me boss and e merchandiser is in a diff position cos e colleague of mine aint humble enuff..and she don appreciate wat e merchandiser does fer her...Owell...i donno man... im not standin on anyone's side...fer wat i see now..family always supports each other whether they've done anythin wrong or not...they jus won give in...my colleague has her own stand..so i've actually learnt to act DUMB instead of humble when im in e ofce...^^

love can really blind a person...how can a gurl still continue to be with him after realizin tat her bf actually cheated practically every mth when he was stil with his ex gf??she can continue becos she love him too deeply and she's blinded by love..
how can a gurl go bet on soccer becos her bf bets tooo??and her reason is becos she wanna have e same interest with him and she wanna do same thing he does so tat they will have a same topic....she can becos she love him too deeply and she's blinded with love too...goodness gracious me..

love is poisonous~~~
im poisoned now too...
stoopid!

protect u?

seriously..i donno wat's gotten into me again...hurhur...i realise i cant club with u...even if it's fer e first time..i kinda feel down when i see u drunk..makes me wanna protect u..but i cant...someone there might think otherwise..well..u might think otherwise tooo...who noes??i noe u were drunk..so it's ok when u tried to hug me and all tat..i jus pull myself away..i wanted to give u my hug back..but noo..friend saw it..and it wasnt a real hug from u too i guess..Owell..wat's e definition of a real hug??duh~!!im not jus any other gurl...i don wan ppl to think tat im jus any other gurl like when u see in da club..worst..i don wan u to think tat way...i couldnt even stay till e end tat nite..i so much wanted to be there fer u when u needed someone beside u..by readin ur blog too..knowin tat u are down..even fer after so long ever since we last met..well..u might not noe...but u were part of e reason y i broke up with sw..hmm..jus a teeny weeny lil part..yes..i noe..it's all me bein 一厢情愿...and i shouldnt be bringin this up...but wat should i do then?i can only throw everythin in my blog...cos no one seems to understand and no one will understand...maybe..there's one..she will understand ba..feelins fer u come n go...i donno wat im doin..i noe it's totally impossible...im not ur type of gurl...tat's all i noe...anyway...if u do happen to read abt this..and u do happen to noe tat im talkin abt u...i jus want u to noe tat i'll be there when u need someone..hurhur...how silly eh..
*sigh* y is it always tat e person i like don give a damn abt me??and e person i don like keep pesterin me???yy? =.=

well spent weekend~

whoa..wat a weekend i had..fri..was victor's bday..we were invited by him to zouk...but only me and tiff were there..and he was late =.=..oh..evon was there with me too..tiff and her clicked..lol..anyway we got in free to phuture n zouk..saw our sec sch friend who's werkin there.. ^^ my friend edwin was there too...went in to zouk to look fer him..told us e wrestling jus ended..then i left him and went to phuture to look fer tiff's gf..phuture was damn packed!!but it was hiphop rnb genre so not tat bad...got our drinks found a corner and started dancin...vic came join us awhile later..he was i think half drunk already...he requested fer his bday hug from tiff n me...haha..tat boy...totally gone later on...edwin joined us also..we played game..victor kept gettin sabotaged...lol...oh and we got free drinks from a strange guy..hahah...so wierd!but it's ok la..e drink is more impt!lol =P..near to 3am our dear boy couldnt stand properly le..ask him to go hm he don wan...hai...but still we managed to escape..hurhur..sorry vic...didnt mean it.. =P but hey...u were ok mah~so..ok lor..^^

nxt day sat....met tiff at 430pm...celebratin princess tiffany's bday...hahah...ah kim and fanny came met us after awhile..had our dinner at paragon soup restaurant...after dinner we head down to ps...decided to wait fer tan to konck from werk then we all go down to shenton way party world tgt...we chilled at tcc while waitin fer tan...till 10pm..we all went fer ktv....des and vic couldnt make it...we had a big room...both tiff and fanny's bf came afterwards with tiff's fav ice cream cake..we sang her bday song..tiff looked surprised...hurhur..^^ went hm 3am tat nite..

sun..went swimmin with pat...argh...my whole body's achin so bad now....danced and walked too much on fri and sat...then swimmin on sun...horrible!!and im at hm now!!!on monday!!im too tired to werk...so i took leave...goin fer movie later with pat...well..at least i had a well spent weekend...im glad..^^

and yea..i'll remember e hug..even if u don remember..it's ok... =)

im givin up..

im very disappointed..in everyone..even myself..
i realise...we don understand each other...
upset.. T.T

things will nv be e same again...nv..

gettin stronger?

have i mentioned abt my dance instructor Ishi before?no..don think so...well..have been thinkin abt him fer e past few days...he left me..left us..left everyone who love him on 28th jun 2007....miss him..miss dancin..i've stopped dancin a week after he left..well..not all becos of him i stopped..partially was becos of a jerk tat time..another part was i cant really concentrate on dancin after Ishi's gone..i jus heard from annie sayin tat emilin(another one of my dance instructor) don really instruct dance anymore..not sure wat's e main reason but guess partly is becos of Ishi too..they were good frens...oh well..life still goes on...everybody moves on...we can only hope tat Ishi lives happy up in heaven..RIP..u are always remembered by everyone..

hmm..my holiday to bintan and gentin has changed.. =.= yea..we were suppose to go to bintan this mth..then nxt mth to gentin..but now become bintan nxt mth 06/10,07/10,08/10...then nov or dec to gentin..haha..haiya..at least we still go...jan's gonna book a villa..only we 4 gurls..jan pat von and me...erm...lotsa natural disaster goin on nowadays..hope everythin will be peaceful when we go to bintan..and of cos hope it will be a successful one..don wan later cancel again.. =.=

hmm..not feelin well today..headache..whole body achin..and pretty upset too..had conflict with my gurl today..*SIGH* cried..in e ofce.. =.= we don have conflicts de..seldom..but today becos of some stoopid thing and maybe my pt of view got her piss off..i donno man...i don wanna comment much in e future anymore...i mean if it's not needed then i'll jus shut my mouth...all who noe me should noe...im one who cherish friendship more than anyone else...i can don have bf or anythin anyone else but i cannot don have my gurls...we've been thru so much tgt..i cant afford to lost anyone of em...but today...i realise things like..u noe..on e outside we seem to noe each other so well..but actually in e inside there's still bits and piece tat we donno or understand abt one another...*SIGH* but still..again...i hope our friendship..our sisterhood will still stand strong...ok?we still got e rest of our life to spend tgt de...rem?we're gonna get old tgt de...hahaha..ok nar...gonna stop here already..tired...sick~~take care myself..gotta be stronger!! >.<

shag~

ahhhh!!!!im soooo tireddddd~~~~was busy fer e pass few days cos of comex show at suntec...got hm late every nite.. =.= i really need to rest...phoo~
anyway..im gonna get myself a new phone tmr!!samsung u600..in red!my fav colour..ooo..cant wait..hmm..gonna cost a bomb fer me tho..=P
didnt really get to meet my gurls recent cos of my busy schedule..hmm..i wanna watch movie nar gurls...anyone??ratatouille?dead silence??hmmm..who haven watch???watch with me nar..aite...gotta stop here..will post up again soon..^^