memories~

真好笑。。我满脑子想的都是你。。还是你。。all i can think abt is e good times we've had tgt..will all this become my memory??还是这一切的一切可以重来呢？？i miss u..i really do..phoo~m i goin thru hell here??n u are in heaven now??haha..*shake head*

虽然我说过我不会要求你回到我身边。。但我还是傻傻的抱着一线希望。。

drank & puked

wat a weekend...went drinkin on fri nite at jupiter...cos we have a free martell there...if not i wouldnt have suggested goin there...all my good friends were with me...pat jan von lex kel..even kacy came down..with her cousin yeeling and another one of kacy's colleague...kacy went off first with her cousin n colleague..i was soooo happy to see kacy...i haven seen her fer so long le...haha..thx gurl..fer bein there..i noe jupiter is a borin place..haha..=P i forgotten wat time we finish our martell..and we decided to "shua tiu" to another place to cont drink...BUT!i started pukin...hahah...nobody realise i actually drank quite alot at jupiter le...hahah...well...tho i puke i still went on to e nxt pub with em..i played and walk and puked on e way there...hahahaha...von told me e nxt day tat she donno somebody so small size like me can puke so much!!lol...heyyy...i've already decided to get wasted de le...so it's ok la...but it's yucky la...so we reach this pub call club 7 i think...met a fren there...cont to drink...he keep ka jiaoin me..nb!tho im abit gone..but i still rem okok??i didnt drink much cos it was tiger and e tiger is full of gas!!!!i puke again after drinkin a mouthful...lol..so weak...tat nite...everyone got emo...i rem..i started first..then tat guy n gurl..then von...then pat....*BIG SIGH* i donno...it was jus an emo nite..haha..tat nite ended with me n jan goin hm tgt..and e rest went seperate ways...tired...nxt day sat slept till 3plus...phoo...then went met von n lex at bugis tcc..had coffee and cakes...which later made me n von feel sick in e stomach..we didnt noe we cant drink coffee if we had liquor e previous nite...later we walked to lex's hse from bugis to beach rd..hang ard fer awhile wait fer egg to come then we went to goldenmile fer dinner...after dinner von acc me take egg's lorry to mcc...lex ride his bike...we pass by e place where i went with him b4..got emo abit..hahah..but im ok la..reach mcc....drank sang and played games...got to noe a bunch of new frens...all lex's fren...they are all nice ppl..especially ivy jie...haha...she talk alot to me...advises...=) then we went off at 3am...lex's fren fetch me hm...cos he was on his way...his car?lancer with evo stuff inside...lol..wierd..reach hm..."pam!" ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzz till 4plus...and now im at pat's hse...bloggin~~hurhur...pat's beside me...playin sims...von jan lex n jiejie playin mj..im hungry...donno how we gonna settle our dinner later...aite..i gtg...need to go have a puff..haven smooke fer e whole day...tatata...



p.s. u left a bruise on my butt..u bite me...it's still there...*sigh* when are u gonna talk???

分了。。

不看好我们的人应该会很高兴吧。。hurhur..not even one mth!!haha..26 days only...but this 26 days seems like a yr to me...looks like alot of things happened..chun...u made me realise tat i really love u..and thx fer lovin me before..=) tho things didnt werk out..
"theres been an imprint of ur image on my head already. theres no way im able to stop thinkin of u. e dae i stop thinkin of u is e day my heart stops beatin.." rem wat u say?so have ur heart stopped beatin?haha..opps!jkin nar..i'll forget everythin tat u've said to me...but need sometime ba...我没事。。我会过的很好。。

take care chun..^^

现在就像个残废..

残废 by 吴克群

爱里行动不便 追不上你的美 脚步再快跟不上你的嘴 分开我骗了谁 想擦掉你的脸 擦不掉痛却更明显 你说你要的世界 在很远我不了解 分手就分手 别把话说得太美 我像个残废 飞不出你的世界借不到一点安慰 为什么你拼命后退 退到了边界 结果我没了知觉 就连痛都嫌浪费 在爱里残废非弄得伤痕累累 累到我无力再追 最怕你突然要挽回 回到了原点 原点却又像终点 然后多痛一遍 我像个残废 在爱里残废。。。

好累好累。。被你弄得我好累。。。能对我好一点吗？T.T

M.I.A.

还是好辛苦。。虽然在大家面前已经开始装作若无其事。。已经不再掉眼泪。。可是心还是好痛。。你对我的变化太大了。。让我一时无法接受。。你已经不再对我温柔的说话。。已经不再发那些说想我的简讯给我。。也不在常打电话给我了。。我不想去想那么多。。认为你只是因为忙和累所以没时间。。没关系。。一只告诉自己没关系的。。一只告诉自己你为我掉过的眼泪和对我说过的话都是真心的。。我很可笑对不对？你也没发现到我在你车上掉眼泪吧。。因为想过。。如果我不能让你快乐就分手好了。。可是又说不出口。。因为爱你。。很傻很傻吧？
身边好多好朋友都很关心我。。对不起让你们操心了。。可是因为有你们的关心让我比较坚强。。哈哈。。但现在还在流泪。。不过。。在想如果我说我要离开你。。你应该不会有多大的伤害吧？你应该还可以过着你无所不在的生活吧？AAAAHHH!!!不想了不想了！
我会失踪..

pat!von!jan!(eh..not sure abt van..)we go lim ho yi si tmr aite!!
hahahaha~!


p.s. saw jan's msn pm.."dun let some1 become a priority in yr life, when you r juz an option in their life.." nice gurl..

sensitive?unreasonable?insecure?

we haven even been tgt fer a mth...and im already feelin insecure..u no longer seem to be carin or lovin like before anymore...m i really sensitive??m i really thinkin too much??guess u will say i m huh...m i bein really unreasonable fer wat happened last sat??i noe..i noe u wanna entertain ur friends...it's ok...but do i have to be treated like i m transparent??u will say u did not..i noe tat..which makes me seem like im really an unreasonable bitch..i don wan tat..i don wan u to think tat u noe..u cant be with ur friends..u cant entertain ur friends..u cant be worried fer ur friend and all tat..*sigh* hope i can be understood...y m i feelin this way??i told u before..cos i cant satisfy ur needs..and u don seem to be happy anymore..tat's y im feelin insecure...m afraid tat jus becos i cant do wat makes u happy and u'll jus leave me like tat..or maybe find someone else who can satisfy ur needs..im really scared..tho u assured me before...but im still e fear is there...haha..很可笑吧？现在好像是我爱你比较多了。。所以害怕失去你。。hurhur..i cant even concentrate on wat im doin..cant do anythin at werk..真的好辛苦。。gosh..why have i become so weak??? T.T
and..sometimes when i call u and jus look at u..u'll ask me y rite?and i'll say nth..it's really nth baby..really...i jus love callin u and hear u reply me with ur.."yea?" and jus love to look at u..tat's all...真的一定要有事情才可以叫你吗？我不能只单纯的那样叫着你。。那样的看着你吗？
baby..im really sorry..i love u..

gurls..sorry..and thx fer always bein there when i need u...love u all nar..=)
i need to be left alone now..
sorry.....

us~

got one of e photos alex took at korkor and jiejie's rom...nicest pic!haha..

awwww...so nice nar...

no one is perfect~

elo...sorry fer not posting recently..i was freaking busyyy!!my company was involve in the Palme Asia 2007 trade show..tat's y...until today then i manage to at least clear my werk..

but still there's lotsa things happenin ard me...01/07/07...the day tat i finally say bye bye to my singlehood..hurhur...ya..fer after so long im attached now..with wc..my baby..^^ i've put down my past..and accepted u..so trust me ok baby??pat e things u said made me realise tat i love him too..so im happy now..despite some prob which i..kinda donno how to handle...i may not be e perfect gf fer u..maybe tat's wat some of u think...well..guess e prob tat im facin needs time..and ppl may also need time to accept me..so..im not gonna fret over it now...=)

07/07/07 live earth day...also pat's bro's weddin...woke 4am tat mornin and slept at 4am e nxt mornin...wowwww....shack!haha..but i had fun over all..except tat baby u piss me off with u noe wat happen ya?=.= anyway..u promised..keep it..=) hmmm..then back to werk..we began with our Palme Asia stuffs....sooooo busy...and we still have some inconsiderate barbarians hangin ard not doin things...idiot...anyway....e show start from 12/07 - 14/07...was a borin trade show...luckily we have activities at our booth..at least e person we invited like T'ANG QUARTET and TJN put live to our booth..haha...

oookiee...i gtg...will post again soon...^^

@ Indo Chine after 2nd day of Palme Show