hurt~

long queue at ps..walked down to e cathay...tix sold out..u sms me and say it's rainin heavily and tat u cant get out....tell me we will watch movie some other day...thankiew fer leavin me alone there jus like tat...thankiew fer not turnin up tat day...thankiew fer jus throwin a few sorries and wat u said tat day...i look like a fool...walkin back to mrt station alone...legs hurtin...cryin in e train when my best friend called...looked so pathetic...yes..im stoopid...e biggest fool in e whole wide world...THANK YOU...
i don blame u for wat had happened...i don blame anyone fer wat had happened....i blame myself fer everything tat has happened...im jus stoopid..e stoopidest gurl u peeps have ever seen...i fall in and out of luv very fast...so guess i'll be fine...

stoopidest gurl in e world ever...
ASHLEY!

troubled~

my feelin now...
IM IN SUPER BAD MOOD TODAY!!!
U ARE A JERK!!

should i let him noe??

should i or should i not let him noe tat i like him??my god...troubled..
i wan him to noe...but...im afraid...afraid of rejection...and then it'll ruin our friendship...*SIGH* >.<

here's a song tat's very nice..ost from movie music and lyrics.."way back into love"..enjoy...^^

my bday pics~

mmm..22 already...=.=


with rina e pretty mommy..


with uncle ed, jerry n dominic...

with my sweetie pie vanessa..

with janlex da bitch n ke ai de pattie..

with lovely evon....^^

with lil kelly..

ok e rest of e pics are taken @ bottoms up...

cheers!!^^

happy birthday to me~~

i noe...it's late..my bday was last week..im 22 now...^^ well..had a nice dinner with my dear gurls at ps cafe cartel...wanted to go try out newyork newyork at citylink..but they don accept reservation after 630!!!!my god..all of us are werkin how are we suppose to be ther by 630??damn it man...anyway...it's ok la...cyndi tan's gonna treat me at nyny this sun!!haha..yumyum!
so were sayin..i had a very nice dinner with my gurls at ps..includin kelly..^^ but told e gurls im goin fer a movie with him...and u noe wat??e gurls startin to tease me e whole night!!especially janlex...she's crazy la!!hmm...she very funny...she gave him a name..she call him mr yong..haha...and e rest started callin him mr yong too...o.O *big sigh* e movie with him was a nice one..tho e movie was kinda borin!no ending story..but it's very sweet of him to ask me if i were cold when we got into e cinema...oh ya!and forgot...he didnt finish his dinner becos we were runnin late fer our movie....tat silly boy..anyway...e movie was fine afterall...he send me hm..and once again...how i wish i can lie on his broad shoulders..haha...hmm..donno y my heart race so fast...well..i admit tat i like him..but...i don wanna get e wrong idea from a guy again jus becos he is good to me..and a not bad guy...i don wanna get e wrong idea when he ask me to call him nxt time if i go drink with friends and got drunk..and tat he will come n fetch me hm...im jus afraid...huhhhhhh......>.<>
ok...im gonna upload some pics i took durin my 2 days of bday celebration in nxt post...^^

nana & hana kimi~

listened to this song...endless story sang by 伊藤由奈 yuna ito..touchin mv..>.< gonna buy e movie to watch..
here's e mv..



also...hana kimi 花样少年少女...i watched it half way...it's a cheerful..funny taiwan drama taken from jap manga...it's touchin too...love e song tank sang fer this drama..专属天使...awwhh..i wanna fall in luv...haha..=P
here's e mv..




njoy peeps..^^

e feelin~

oh my...it's been long since i have this feelin...this real feelin fer a guy...fer like centuries!!my heart racin..butterflies in my stomach..thinkin and thinkin abt e date i had with him...lookin at his broad shoulders when he ride and send me hm....look silly smilin to myself all day long..>.< awwhhhh!!!!!wat happen to me??somebody help!!!O.o


Battle - Crash(Crazy In Love) MV


njoy peeps...^^