catch up~

aye...hurhur..i dye my hair already...i got it blue black...haha...means..u'll see abit f blue when under e sunlight...heehee..i love...

haha..i bluff Dawn tat i deleted e pic i took...=P there u go Dawny...and yea~!my stoopid blond streaks of hair are gone now...well..but im still afraid tat e black colour will fade away easily...pray hard~finger crossed!

aite..i finish my hair dye at e salon ard 3pm..was still early...so i walked to hougang point to pay some bills..and bought myself a dvd...公主小妹...hmmm..i haven been buyin dvds to watch fer quite sometime..so ya...hee..bump into Marc when on e way hm...talk abit then we went seperate ways le..i was so hungry when i reach hm cos i didnt have my lunch..hahaha..so i cooked myself TWO packets of maggie mee...=.= haha..yep...then i sat down and start watchin my dvd...till 5 plus i went to take shower and prepare to go pat's place nua~

reach pat's place ard 7..her bf was there...we all nua ard..watch tv..surf net...till 8plus was suppose to go down hougang pt to meet jackson n louis..but evon last min call me to her withdraw money cos she forgot she don have cash with her to dye hair..=.= haha..so i went to 600plus to pass her money then walk back to hougang pt again to meet up with em...evon came join us after tat...we chit chat abit..oh ya..i realise louis gf is my sis's pri sch friend..im from e same pri sch too la..wow..she still can regconise me mah...lol..i don really rem her le..anyway she's friendly la...hurhur...we sat there till 11plus...mr jackson send me hm..hurhur..ehem~reach hm..was havin bad headache..migraine..hai..slept early..

back to work..nth much...chattin with Dawn mah..tiff too..aski me go zouk tmr..hurhur...think i'll be goin ba...so will be meetin Dawn fer shoppin..then clubbin with tiff after tat..not sure my Dawn wanna go not..hmm..

kk..gotta stop here..tatata~

im back~dawn was askin me wat nice song to compliment her blog...hee..i sang baabaa black sheep have u any wool to her..lol...aiya..anyway..i told her im listenin to this song recently 陪你到天亮...sang by evonne hsu and another gurl...very meaninful...i told her it's dedicated to her..haha..at e same time dedicated to cyndi tan and JEVAP...^^ i jus change my blog song...

*眼看星星落下窗外一点一点出现阳光摸摸我的头你说我很棒我们都是这样一面带着伤痕一面飞翔难过的时候有我在身旁我陪你等天亮拥抱着一起分享能放心的哭一场是再微笑的力量只有你明白我的疯狂不管故事有多长世界对我太善良这一路上有你我变得坚强你知道我多傻在你面前从来不用逞强听我说说话让我靠一下想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞可是不要怕比赛看谁早一点学会就算逆风也能好好带着祝福不再流泪勇敢的飞然后分享那种喜悦有你在身旁~

bye again!

my love~

hmm...my love..my all time favourite ShinHwa...their gonna debut their 9th jib soon...and they'll have a last concert in march before members go fer army...ahh~~!was suppose to go with my aunt to watch their concert...but..cant le...sad~photoshoot of their winter story 2007 - 2008 album~aww..so charmed by em..hurhur..=P

ahh..and i found this cute gif while surfin in imeem...dongbangshingi~hurhur..i like em too...my fav is micky!!e 2nd guy in e pic..=P

wheee..so adorable..hahaha...

was surfin facebook just now..and i received a valentine's gift from ivy jie...i was suppose to send put valentine's gift too...i found this pic tat catch my attention immediately...

i sent this pic to all my love ones...hope this simple pic tells how much i love all of u..^^

aite..today is basically jus some pics tat i saw and love..will edit later if there's anythin to update..hurhur^^

*edited hmm...it's like 1am now 30th jan..i cant slp..haha...met van jus now..fer a little chat..tat reminds me of a pic i took while havin coffee with her last fri..mmm...starbucks..well..she was talkin to or smsin her bf when i took this pic...cos i got nth to do...lol..

i've also took a pic of my clean cupboard where i put all my cosmetic n stuffs...love e sight of it!^^

and i took pic of myself again a few days ago~nth to do...=.=

e eye my eye.. =.=

ahhh~~~zilian~~~

oh ya..i've finally changed my blogskin...nice one..^^ but e phrase of e skin abit wierd...=.=hurhur..anyway.im gonna slp..tired..good nite mah~

yeshyeshyesh!

yep!i've changed my bloglink and settings for good...^^

haha kk...start bloggin now..

25th jan..didnt wanted to go hm so early after work...it's fri nite~~hello~~so i called van and ask her if she wanted to meet up fer coffee..well..she was at hm...this gurl..change bf liao so guai every day..finish sch finish work no meet bf jiu go hm..haha...anyway..haven been really meetin her ever since she's with tat pig..didnt liked him..van noes abt it already...=.= we talked abt lotsa stuff...haha...abt life love sex...hahahalol...we catched up alot...got hm 11plus...slept early tat nite..

26th jan..woke up at 10am...and started spring cleanin my room...owell..didnt really clean every part of my room..haha...but i manage to clean up e cupboard where i put all my cosmetics, perfumes and stuffs...it's so clean now~~hurhur...changed my bedsheet too...vacuumed n mop e floor too...finally finish everything by 3...then rush to prepare to go out..meetin dawn..i was very very late tat day..argh..anyway...reach cine at almost 5pm..we had early dinner at long john as usual..haha..dawn's fav..after dinner..we head down to shaw lido..decided to watch movie..and we bought The Mist...bought 3 tix cos actually uncle fred wanted to join us..but cos we tell him e wrong timin and think he was kinda pissed off tat he didnt come in e end..=.= e movie's startin at 7pm..it was still early so we went to topshop to shop ard...erm...see and not buy...haha..cos we haven got our pay..lol...noe wat?dawn n i tried on almost every single accessory hangin on e display rack..muahaha...tat gurl...she put on all e victorian style accessory she saw...i think she's mad...hiakhiak..=P she bought a cute pink rose ring fer herself in e end...suits her soo much eh...so gurl lor~ tat's wat i always say..haha..ok..after payin fer her ring..we head to movie~~ahhh...e mist i watch till im kinda frustrated..cost of e creatures..fly don look like fly..bird don look like bird...octopus don look like octopus..it's got tentacles, four leg and wat?lion head???!!!dawn say it look so cartoon!!and e endin!!well..i tot e rest of e part of tat movie was ok..although i hate e woman who keep talkin abt god and preachin ppl...but e endin really suck...=.= really...

ok..after movie..we had nowhere to go...well..we were kinda broke..haha..cos pay's not in yet...so we decided to go hm...we went seperate ways at orchard mrt station..i didnt go hm tho..went to meet van..we bought beer n tidbits and sat under a blk near our place..chit chat...well..haven been meetin her much like i said earlier on..so i met her again tat nite..n im gonna meet her as often as i can....^^ we chat till almost 12 i think..then we head hm~

27th jan...i stayed hm n watch dvd e whole day...hurhur..

28th jan..today...lotsa things to do at work..but i still can surf net n blog..=.= somebody slap me..haha..was chattin with dawn n debbie jus now...this 2 gurls..keep temptin me to go hongkong..argh..hai...i really cant go mah...really not enuff budget to go...sorry gurls...im sad too..really...oh and dawn was tellin me abt some movies which are comin up...and dawn chua say i 梦幻..say i more gurl than her....=.= when im actually a tomboy when i stand nxt to her..hahaha..she say i will like this movie ne..

haha...she say she wanna watch kungfu dunk..p.s i love u..sky of love...oooi wanna watch kungfu dunk too..haha..and cj7...many more man...
http://www.cathay.com.sg/cp_comingsoon.html - link here..fer movies coin up..dawn gave me e link..credit to dawn chua...heehee..

kk..i wanna stop here already...dawn chua rushin me liao...lol...miss her mah...

meetin pattie fer dinner later...aite gotta go~tata~

edited* guys are gettin really wierd nowadays...i donno wat they wan...or wat their thinkin abt...they can jus disappear and come back again when u sms him and ask him how he's doin y didnt he reply ur smses and act so normal...i mean ya...wat do u expect em to say/do?grrr.../or have him comin back out of e blue and sms u every nite jus to say goodnite..ok well..i do text him myself when i don receive any sms from him...argh..guess it's becos im use to havin him text me every nite?tat's y when i don get any smses from him i become stoopid?and ex bf callin and make me feel sad cos he sounded lonely..then stop callin again..n make me worry...argh...wat's all this?i guess i have to ask myself wat i wan instead of wat they wan....*sigh~

Random~

first thing first...seriously watever u wanna say now has got nth to do with me already...none of my business..ok?很无趣咯..我懒得理你了...^^

i've got some pics i took from my mobile...postin em up now...got influenced by dawny le..haha..she told me once..go take pics of things u bought or watever and post it in ur blog~~aite..im doin it now.. =D i got this kuromi(evil melody) cute hp accessory from sweetie dawn...she jus got this urge to get it fer me debbie her sis and herself...lol...she got us all diff sanrio character..hers of cos is MELODY~~ oh...actually there's a tiny little pants tat come with e accessory..but i took it out..guess where it is now...pls take alook at e pic below...^^tata~see tat black n white stripe little pants on my hello kitty clock?hahaha..aite..i don really fancy hello kitty...but my sweetie dawn insisted on gettin one fer me...awww....hurhur...thank you dawn...i'll love it anyway cos it's from you..and it's ok tat it isnt workin anymore..lol... =P

and now take a look at my hp pouch....=.= so many accessories......1st..my mobile cant hang any accessories..2nd i've got no other places to hang all this accessories...ya..=.=

and this....i got tanny to help me buy this i-nuovi eyeshadow fer my eyebrow..ya...fer my eyebrow..lol...e gurl who help us trim eyebrow told her tat our eyebrow will look natural usin eyeshadow instead of eyebrow pencil..hurhur..^^

bikini~~~she got me this bikini from bkk..=.= she like buyin this kinda things fer me when she go on holiday...g-strings..gong xi fa cai undergarment...then now bikini..haha..but i love this one...hehheh...

ok..this is e first cny dress tat i bought..went shoppin before clubbin with dawn and debbie at chinatown....debbie brought us there...a nice littel shop called "Butterflies"....this dress caught my eyes once i step into e shop...haha..i couldnt resist it..so i bought it...and it only cost 20 bucks...haha...

and this pair of heels...evon bought it fer me...becos i treated her dinner at waraku tat nite...haha..tat silly gurl..i tell her u buy me shoes wait i run away from u how??haha..she scold me say i crazy... =.=

so now i've got e dress fer e 1st day of cny...i jus need to get a few more tops and bottoms...heels settled too...haha...i need shopping!!nxt week!hiakhiak...aahhh!!i got so many things to do!!shoppin..trim my eyebrow..mani n pedicure..so little time and money yet so many things to do...gotta do all this before cny~

kk..gotta run..tatatatata~~~

unbelievable~

wow wow wow...wat a mornin i had...alot of quotes i see eh...hurhur...first i was told tat im bein disliked fer no reason..second i was bein called a hypocrite...then i was told tat i backstabbed ppl...then i always seek attention..then i always wanna gain sympathy from ppl...whoa!is it too much fer me to handle here??haha...hello?!can someone explain wat's backstabbing to me??u like to quote so much ya?so here's smth said by u - "so u remember saying something like this " ah jan ard ni jiu bo hiew wo, ah jan not ard den u tok to mi" since u wan so much attention den dun ask mi join u la?to any1 that might not be a backstab... to mi.. it is.." yes my dear..i did say this before...and U said it urself...TO ANYONE TAT MIGHT NOT BE A BACKSTAB...cmon la...its all meant to be a joke...oh ya la huh..u mentioned MIGHT only eh...hmmm..anyway i don deny i said tat before...and tat person who told u jolly well noe it's a joke...n for god's sake!im bein called a hypocrite fer this...funnyfunnyfunny...im luffin my ass off...=) ah!n u ask me if i wanna seek attention so much y still ask u come out join us??gurl gurl...pls la...im not afraid to admit wat i've said becos it was all meant to be a joke..u were e one who take this whole shit so seriously...and always tellin ppl tat u are not important to us or watever shit...when u noe tat it's not true... =) and abt me admirin ur ex bf...y i didnt tell u..is becos he was ur ex bf..and besides it's jus an infatuation tat passed by so fast...i've forgotten abt it..only tat man take it so seriously....n u too..n y i only tell tat man n evon is becos he keep pesterin me..and to evon is bo bian...take it so seriously fer wat?haha..when i say it's nth means it's really nth...so this is how much our friendship n wat we've been thru is worth...
yaya..i noe tat all this shit is not important to u anymore...so actually i don have to tell u all this...but noe me la huh..im like tat la..muahaha...anyway...y r u still commentin if u don care anymore?if u don care anymore then y are u still readin my blog?well..im a kpo i admit it..i like to poke my nose into EVERYBODY's business...so im still readin urs...=)
ok..im tired of bloggin now...hurhur..gotta run...
erm..one more last thing gurl..I REALLY HAVE GOT NTH TO HIDE AND NTH TO BE AFRAID OF...if i were to have anything to hide n be afraid of then i wouldnt bloggin here..get this thing clear...=)

keepin myself happy

yea..im tryin really really hard to keep myself busy and happy..busy??abit difficult..lol..cos my workload isnt much..=.= but i'll still definitely keep myself happy..^^
im not gonna let anythin affect me anymore...tho i felt betrayed and hurt after wat u did and said.....despite all tat disappointment..hurhur...anyway there's nth tat i can do...so smile n live on~

goin hm fer dinner later..then watch dvd~
gonna meet dawn tmr fer dinner with uncle fred...oh ya..talk abt uncle fred..hey are u still readin my blog???read my blog nv say hi de lor..=.= unfriendly..lol...

aite!gotta go!~ ^^

realisation~

thanks to u tat now i've finally believe tat friends do come n go..and thanks to u too fer makin me realise tat friends aint fer life..no matter how true u treated each other...wat u said to me have slapped me awake...
im not gonna act like a baby anymore...
oh and pls...stop actin like e whole world owes u smth...i think it's time fer u to wake up too..

hero~

dear my gurl...im sorry if u are upset abt me throwin jus a "knn" to u and log out..im jus unhappy abt u always sayin tat u are not impt to us or watsoever when u noe tat we actually do care...i mean i have my temper too...i jus don wanna continue e conversation as it will still become 没完没了...tat's y...anyway..i hope tat u r ok now..i've heard everything from evon already...i noe u are upset abt uncle...and tat u r beginnin to dislike alot of ppl...hopefully im not one of em...=( i really hope u can overcome wat u r goin thru now...aite?

be strong ok gurl?we'll be here when u need us...our arms will always be wide open fer u...trust us ok?we mean it when we say it..
a song fer you..

**There's a heroIf you look inside your heartYou don't have to be afraidOf what you areThere's an answerIf you reach into your soulAnd the sorrow that you knowWill melt away
And then a hero comes alongWith the strength to carry onAnd you cast your fears asideAnd you know you can surviveSo when you feel like hope is goneLook inside you and be strongAnd you'll finally see the truthThat a hero lies in you
It's a long roadWhen you face the world aloneNo one reaches out a handFor you to holdYou can find loveIf you search within yourselfAnd the emptiness you felt will disappear
Lord knows......Dreams are hard to followBut don't let anyoneTear them awayHold onThere will be tomorrowIn time you'll find the away
And then a hero comes alongWith the strength to carry onAnd you cast your fears asideAnd you know you can surviveSo when you feel like hope is goneLook inside you and be strongAnd you'll finally see the truthThat a hero lies in you~~**

got a passage from pattie...
"What is Friendship? Its a single characteristic that we treasure in a good friendship: the willingness and ability of a true friend to overlook our mistakes, human weaknesses, and errors of judgment in favor of seeing the whole person.
Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with the families who raised us. But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these ... and more. No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together ... I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love. Truly great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always waiting ... waiting to be read ... and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements ... we may have our disappointments ... we may argue ... we may concern one another ... friendship is a unique bond that lasts through all tribulations. A part of each of us goes into our friendships ... our humor ... our experiences ... our tears. Friendships are foundations ... necessary for life ... and love. Friends ... you and me ...
you brought another friend and then we were three ... we started our group ... our circle of friends ... there is no beginning ... there is no end....."

FRIENDS ARE FOR LIFE.
JEVAP IS FOR LIFE.
LOVE U GURLS.

Pics taken on 09th Jan 08 Evon's Birthday dinner with JEVAP~

finally u see all of us..

more pics comin up...

New Yr Celebration Pics & 11th jan 08 Evon's Birthday~

finally my new yr pics at mcc are up...and also pics taken on evon's birthday at lunar..

im gone..tat's really ugly...

friends whom i love..

开心了吧？其实现在是什么情况我不是很清楚。。但这样的事到底要发生多少次？？我每一次都会嚷着说很累。。很累。。但始终还是没当一回事的继续下去。。
很想知道到底发生什么事。。很想知道我或是我们到底做了什么让你不开心。。让你突然变成这样。。对我们没信心吗？不相信我们吗？一直以来。。朋友对我是非常重要的。。你们都知道。。可是我却开始对友情这两个字渐渐的失去了信心。。真得很伤心。。真得很想放下我们的一切不再去理会。。但一直都做不到。。11年，9年，8年，5年的感情。。。告诉我要怎么放下来？
真的要等到失去了才后悔吗？
家里没温暖。。感情一直不顺利。。现在连和我最爱的朋友都。。。
没有了你们的女儿。。没有了你的姐姐。。没有了凯仪。。没有了我。。你们会过得点开心点吧？
没了我你们也无所谓的吧？
在这个世上。。我应该是不存在的吧。。

真的有点走不下去了。。

random out~

random...

09th jan..had dinner at brewerks...we celebrated evon's bday in advance cos pat will not be ard on e actual day...haha..von was abit shock to see alex turnin up with a cake in his hands...tat cake was so cute and nice...dark chocolate..von's fav!lol...so sweet rite?went to obar after dinner with von lex pat kel n jan...was kinda..borin..erm...lol...cos it was wed nite...and everyone's gotta work e nxt day...hmm..anyway we left ard 12am...

11th jan..evon's birthday...met dawn and her friends..debbie freddy and charlie...we had or dinner at macdonald before headin down to clarke quay...actually we wanted to go to pumproom...but when we reach it's already crowded with lotsa ppl...so we all decided to go to lunar instead..cos anyway im gonna meet evon and e rest there so we all headed to lunar..i didnt noe we had to pay e entrance fee...argh...after tat then noe if we follow ivy jie we don have to pay...follow her can go in fer free!! =.= owell..nvm..we've already paid...we couldnt find sits at first...it was all reserved...evon and e rest haven come yet to...most importantly..ivy jie~~~cos she is regular there mah..and she's already reserved sits...hmm..so i called ivy jie and ask if we can take e sits she reserved fer evon first..she was ok with it...so we went down..and ordered our beer...started playin..finally....ivy jie and e rest arrived...there's jan,evon,alex,bryan,joyce,egg,james,jackson.....hai...i felt so paisei at first cos i took up e sits which were actually fer em...but ivy jie still managed to find place next to dawn's side...and they assured me tat they were not unhappy abt it..so i relaxed myself and enjoyed e whole nite...alex foot e bill fer 2 bottles of martell!!waa...i run here n there..as if it was my bday..haha..but it wasnt...1130 ivy jie got e singer on stage to sing a birthday song fer evon..everyone in lunar sang it tgt..and surprised her with a cake...^^ everyone toasted to evon..even dawn and her friends...makin her drink so much tat nite...aiya..me too..lol..cos i had beer over at dawn's side and hard liquor at evon's side...i rem goin to e washroom to puke halfway thru...lol...dawn n debbie too...they drinked alot tat nite too..haha...until u noe wat my dearest dawn did?i show u~ "I was so drunk that i fell asleep in my attire from last night.. with my handbag on right hand, simple wipes on my left and mobile on my tummy." copied from her blog...lol! anyway..dawn n debbie left ard 2plus..and no doubt i was already tipsy i made freddy n charlie promise me to send em both back hm safely...n made dawn promise me to sms me when she reach hm...and yes..dawn good gurl..before she fall asleep in her attire and her bag on her right hand her wipes on her left..she msged me..hahalol!!ok...after dawn left..i continued drinkin and playin with e rest till almost 3 plus...james jackson and egg left early...so left with evon lex bryan joyce n me...ivy jie had to stay back to look after her other 2 "daughter"...i had to go hm with bryan n joyce cos lex n von's goin back to beach road...i went to e washroom to puke before leavin lunar...yuck!von too..she puked while we were goin to take cab....have u seen a drunk person lookin after another drunk one???ya...haha..wierd..anyway...i cant really rem wat happen on e way hm tat nite...until e nxt day i meet up with evon n e rest again bryan n joyce told me wat happen then i slowly recall..lol..better not say...embarrassing~~ =.= haha...aite..so i reach hm safely... =) took several pics tat nite...it's with joyce..not yet upload..

12th jan..i woke up quite early with my mom screamin at me again..."ok tat u come back in e middle of e nite!!but don tell me u donno tat u drop things here n there!!" aite..wat did i drop?she didnt tell me..when i step into my bathroom to brush my teeth i saw a piece of cotton bud used by me to clean my make up away from my face on e side glass table...=.= was tat wat she was referin to??haiyo~anyway...i went back to slp again after havin breakfast..i slept till 6pm..had dinner at hm..then went to hougang to meet evon and alex..i tot it was only em...but james bryan n joyce was there too...jan came join us after awhile...and they started talkin abt wat happen tat nite at lunar n after lunar...=.= so embarrassin...11plus we head down to choa chu kang to "diao" prawn...ahhh....so farrrr....we were there till 3plus in e mornin..and we bbqed e prawns to eat after tat...by e time we finish everything it was 5plus already..was very tired actually..but james suggested to go sengkang mac fer breakfast...after tat i went to von's place to slp..was so tired..and we only get to slp at 7am!! O.O

13th jan...sun...we woke up at 2plus..couldnt slp already...so we prepare to go out meet bryan n joyce fer lunch...von joyce n bryan brought their dogs out cos tot of bringin em go dog farm at pasir ris..who noes......it rained heavily suddenly!!we were all in e car..2 cars..decidin where to go...we ended at bryan's hse...nua until 8plus..we decide to go to tampines mall fer movie...had ajisen ramen before our movie...while waitin fer our food to be served..sung wook called...=X ok..we watched Body #19 tat nite...it was pretty draggy in front but it got all scary after tat!!aaa~~!e movie started at 10 end at 12am..=.= i was so tired already...reach hm..bathe and finally settled down at 1am...Zzzz~!

nothin much happen this two days..went hm slack after work ytd..hmm..today also goin hm to slack...too lazy to go out...jus got a sms from vanessa..ask if wanna meet fer dinner tmr..well..anythin fer me..see e rest how ba~~~

aite..gotta go...too long winded already today's post....nanananaaa...bye~

shoppin~

i wanna go shoppin~~wanna shop fer CNY..nxt week ba...with my gurls...
oh..i jus bought new mascara Maybelline Volume Express Hypercurl and Canmake Eyeliner....i love e mascara!!it really make my lashes stay up high..lol...and e eyeliner..hmm...i have nv wear eyeliner before...lol..donno y jus feel like tryin it lately..so i bought one..hmm...abit wierd after i had it on...hurhur...
jevap meetin tonight...celebratin evon's birthday in advance...cos pat will not be in town in her birthday 11th jan...we'll be havin dinner at Brewerks~~~woohoo...finally goin there...keep sayin wanna go but didnt...thanks to evon..at last im goin...we are plannin a surprise fer her...her surprise will be her boyfriend...alex~ ^^ he gong gong de..donno can or not..haha..anyway hope evon enjoy herself tonight... =)
im so into clubbin~~~i wanna club this weekend too....aaa!!!addicted?!?!
argh!i feel like strangling myself...aaa...O.O
gtg~
peace out mahh~~

control~

big gurls dont cry...i don cry anymore..i've finally moved on~~and im pretty sure abt tat.. =)
but now...i have things to control..i have to control myself...take it easy Ashley..take it slow~~

party~~

it was party nite on sat....^^
met dawn at cineleisure fer dinner and we walked ard after tat before we head down to zouk...

when our cab reach there dawn realise tat her ic was not with her...she remembered it was with her ex bf...they jus broke up...hai..but when she call him he told her e ic is not with him..so where could it be...nvm...i suggested to dawn tat we go back to her place to get her passport...so we took a cab back to amk...when we reach there dawn's ex call her and say tat e ic is actually with him...so we waited fer him to walk over to dawn's blk as there jus a street away...but oh my..they started quarrellin...and im beginning to get so fed up with tat guy tat i walked up to cut their conversation...hai~ later when they had enuff me n dawn took a cab back to zouk...but her ex called her and find prob again...grrr...this guy eh...nvm..when they hang up...i told dawn this guy aint worth it at all..and i told her lets go enjoy in da club...^^

we met her sec sch friends there...they were nice..haha...and noe wat..we had tequila straight away when we went in to phuture!!lol...i haven tried tequila before...im addicted to it now!!lol...high after havin 2 shots....so we danced and played ard..dawn brought camera so we took some pics...awww..i miss dawny already...hope she is fine~~edwin sms me say his at zouk already..with his bro and gf...so i went down to look fer em...wow...it's been so long since i saw nelson...slimmed down quite alot...his gf was cute..haha...they shifted up to phuture cos e atmosphere at zouk was..narr!!haha...nelson open bottle which cost 190bucks..rich eh..=.= anyway they treat me drink..hee....and dawn's side have drink too..so i run here n there lor...haha..but they are jus one pillar away..haha...anyway...i had another 2 shots more of tequila with edwin...woohoo..4 shots in total tat nite...plus other alcohol...hurhur...dawn left ard 2 plus with her friends fer supper...se wanted me to go but cos edwin's alone with his bro and gf so i decided to stay and acc him...hmm....but didnt expect em to leave when i come back from e locker(dawn's bag was in my bag)....i saw edwin alone..and his bro have already left...=.= so only me n edwin nor...hmm..we danced till 4am then went hm already....hmmm...hmm...couldnt slp when i reach hm lyin on my bed..keep thinkin n thinkin...despite all tat alcohol i've drank...im tired..O.O

anyway....next day went to grandma's hse as usual...after dinner went back hm to wait fer von and e rest to come fetch me over to hougang...but i waited so long till my phone rang...i picked without lookin...it was sungwook... =( he called out of e sudden..he say he wanted to find some one to talk to...he sounded sad n lonely...and i feel sad fer him...but surprisingly..i do not have other feelins fer him more than jus sad....guess..i've finally gotten over it...hurhur...so after hangin up..i cried..hmmm...feelin sad fer him...argh!then von called...and ask me to meet her under her blk...while talkin to von..edwin sms me and asked me if i was with em already...i replied said no and told him tat my ex bf called and gave him a =( face...he ask me y m i sad..so i told him..i jus finish cryin when i got into e cab and edwin called...he ask if im ok...and he acc me chat on e phone till i reach my destination...im beginning to like this guy more more...argh..donno y..i mean i noe y...nonono..i don???grrr...shut up! =.=

chat with von lex n james till 1 am...fall asleep when i reach hm...i was too tired..

back to work today....plannin with dawn fer this weekend's party...Obar at first...but she jus msn me and ask me how abt pumproom..free entry..retro and rnb mix....drink's cheap?she's gonna get back to me soon...

oh i jus finish other nice korean drama Thank You starring Jang Hyuk & Gong Hyo Jin. It's about a guy (played by Jang Hyuk) whose life changes after meeting a mom and her child who has aids.found e mv fer this drama...nice song...go mab seum nida...

gtg..goin back to my work..

i give up!

enuff aite?
i really don wanna care abt who are u talkin abt...care too much not rite..don care also not rite...so wat fer???sisters and friends impt to me??im not sure now...i have my attitude sorry to say tat...u gurls have too...throw away e attitude and don mention abt it..u gurls still can survive without me...me???my family is in a mess!!so tell me who can i turn to???i cant survive i think..but im tryin now!!

gurls..if only u could understand e meanin of e song tat's playin now....

眼看星星落下　窗外一点一点出现阳光摸摸我的头　你说我很棒
我们都是这样　一面带着伤痕一面飞翔难过的时候　有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮　拥抱着一起分享能放心的哭一场　是再微笑的力量
只有你　明白我的疯狂不管故事有多长　世界对我太善良
这一路上有你　我变得坚强
你知道我多傻 (其实我也很傻)　在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话　让我靠一下
我们都是这样 (都是这样)　想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕　有我在身旁
眼看星星落下　窗外一点一点出现阳光摸摸我的头　你说我很棒
我们都是这样　一面带着伤痕一面飞翔难过的时候　有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮　拥抱着一起分享能放心的哭一场　是再微笑的力量
只有你　明白我的疯狂不管故事有多长　世界对我太善良
这一路上有你　我变得坚强
比赛看谁 (看谁)　早一点学会
就算逆风　也能好好带著祝福不再流泪
勇敢的飞　然后分享那种喜悦 (那种喜悦)
我们都是这样　一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候　有你在身旁
我陪你等天亮　拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场　是再微笑的力量
只有你　明白我的疯狂不管故事有多长　
世界对我太善良这一路上有你 (这一路上有你)　
我变得坚强

tat's how important u gurls were to me...

Happy New Year 2008~

sorry fer e late greetings everyone~~
HAPPY NEW YR!!^^ here goes my post..
29th dec..work up early to meet evon at e salon...she perm hair and i rebond my hair...we half of our day there...we got sooo tired...after tat i acc von go massage...waited fer her fer 30mins...then we had sakae sushi~~~we were sooooo hungry tat we ate so much..

was havin my dessert after dinner...haha..blueberry ice cream~~hahaha...after dinner we decided to head down to Bliss Cafe at punggol park fer a drink...with jan comin down to meet us...we met james and e rest there..didnt noe they were there..hahaa..coincidence~hmm..but we sat at a diff table at first cos e guys have things to settle..sounded serious..but actually it's all childish matters... =.= anyway..we joined em after they finish settling their probs...and we sat there and talk till late...i left ard 2am..cos i was havin really bad migraine..

30th dec..slept till afternoon...hahaha..as usual...then went out fer movie with evon and alex..im not lightbulb..is evon ask me join em fer movie de... ~.~ lol...we watch I am Legend..was quite a nice movie...abt virus..dark seekers and will smith e only survivor in e city who wanna cure e virus....how amazin..they can clear e whole city and make it look really deserted...watch it if u haven... =) so after movie we had dinner at amk s-11...then browse ard at popular book store to wait fer james to call..cos we all gonna accompany alex go see car...lex wanna buy car..but still deciding~~so after car seein...we went to a coffeeshop at sengkang to la kopi~~till ard 1am..james send me hm then i go slp already cos nxt day gotta work but half day only!!!hahaha~~^^

31st dec...new yr eve..monday..back to work...but nth much to do...half day some more..hahaha..woohoo...then how company went to Hotel Rendezvous fer our new yr lunch...buffet..but didnt really had much...after lunch i went to tm to meet edwin..hurhur...yea..he wanna watch I am Legend..but no one watch with him so i acc him watch nor...=P hmm..after movie he send me back to sengkang...very nice of him...hurhur...met up with von and lex after tat at hougang..we had dinner tgt ..then went down to mcc fer our ktv session and countdown~~had lotsa fun tat nite..haha..played some silly games..but it was fun...guess everyone enjoyed tat nite...reach hm 3 plus am ..then Zzzzz...

01st jan 2008...HAPPY NEW YR!! =.= it wasnt a happy one...don wish to talk abt it...spent whole day at hm...

02nd jan..back to work again...nth much happen...jus borin..met von lex jan and uncle fer dinner at geylang...had frog leg porridge..yumyum..nice! ^^ then we all headed hm already...

03rd jan..today...borin again..slpy... ~.~ not sure goin where later...faster 6pm..i wanna go hm~~~