post fer u boy~

first thing first...i didnt wanted to jump start to smth else..i don wan and i don wish to..gosh..did i ask for anythin in return from u from e beginnin until now??from e beginnnin i mean my dear..when we were still back in sch..u noe i had feelins fer u...well..i cant say i've done anythin for you...but all i wanted is jus to be there fer u when u needed someone to be ard..and i don ask anythin back in return..rememberin e time ur ex jus broke up with u and u cried e whole night..this way will do..jus by sittin nxt to u..accompany u..tat's all..good enuff fer me...yes!im tat naive..can? *I didn't want to cheat or make Implusive Decisions....And knowing the Things u been thru....I knew I had to be Extra careful....* hey...i don need u to do anythin abt it..don have to..i don wanna listen to all this from u...redundant...wat i've been thru are all over..aite? *bcuz I'm not even sure myself if I can be there for u since u knew I am all over Bboying....* when and where did we started to noe each other a lil more??i don think u even rem...first yr in ite..first sw class we attended...after class i asked u to do some moves...and u did...i knew from e beginnin tat u were all over bboyin my dear...and i actually admire u fer tat do u noe tat??hell..and im into it myself..only thing diff is i cant do it like u!understandin??do u really noe wat's understandin all abt??wat for be tgt if one cant even understand e other??support..u noe??support e person u love..love wat he does..love wat he's into..love wat he loves...and 不求回报....well...tat's wat i think...for me...就算付出的再多也没关系...im like tat all along....tat's y im always bein scolded a fool...
cmon boy...i didnt blame u fer anythin...u read my previous post didnt u??did i mention anythin abt blamin u or watsoever???i didnt even wanna talk to u abt e hug...all i did was blogged abt it~~yes!i told her wat happened..all i told her was tat u were drunk and u hugged me...and i told her it's ok cos i noe tat u werent fully conscious...tat's all!then?shootin straight away to my friend is wat i get from u??do i think we can work more on it to see where it leads to??wat abt u??do u think we can work on it??cmon boy..u noe we cant..hurhur..but anyway wat wrong does my friend have??wat she did or said is jus becos she's concern abt me and im her fren...seriously it's ok..*sigh* anyway..it's jus all abt me..i've already said...no one to be blamed..i cant forget abt it myself..e hug i still remember...tat's all..i apologise if u feel offended...
i don hate u...and i guess i won...jus tat..i don think it's gonna be e same anymore..go ahead and be appalled...anyway can see u are quite popular aint u..with gurls too..so it wont hurt u abit by losin a fren..maybe or maybe not...=) Owell..jus take care boy...all e best to ur studies..wish u a bright future..enjoy wat u do..^^