thinkin~
random thoughts...
friendship...read someone's blog...abt she was bein asked "who would u look fer when u are in trouble?" for me?i have a bunch of frens fer me to look fer...i mean it's not like im boastin abt how many frens i have or how popular i m with ppl ard..cos im not...ppl tend to think tat u noe..once u graduate from schs u will slowly lost contact with ur so called best frens...but tat didnt happen to me...don mention abt pri sch frens...cos haha..really nv contact anyone of em...peeps who noe me noes who are e gurls i always hang out with...my sec sch frens...evon,patricia and vanessa...we are sisters...haha...gosh..it's been 8yrs...mm..we do have conflicts here n there..but still we noe how important we are to each other...janlex..she's one of my sisters too..she was introduced to us by patricia during their poly days...now..we meet up basically every wk..it's not jus abt e meet ups tat made our friendship stand strong..we will feel touch enuff even if jus a simple phone call...my ite best frens..cynditan n dawn...i've known em fer like..4yrs??they too...will be there fer me when im down..like wat happened recently..from e beginnin until now...they were all there to support me...i feel sorry..tat i make u gurls so tired with me...u gurls acc me wait..rush down to me when u hear me cry...call me when im at tat depression period..give me advises...i cant thank you gurls enuff...seriously...i wouldnt have make it if it werent fer all of u..y is it always when somethin happen then ppl will come to realise how impt they are fer each other??hmmm...
love...wat exactly is e feelin of bein loved and lovin someone??i donno anymore...i feel so numb when i see and hear this word...y do relationships always start with so much love shown to each other then slowly things start to change?y cant everythin stay e same?yes..of cos i noe there's always ups n downs..but wat i mean is...y some love in e r/s will jus fade away so easily??y is it so easy fer some ppl to fall in n out of love so easily?and y is it so hard to give in to each other?y is it so hard to understand each other?y is there no trust in r/s?y betray when ur love one trusted u so much??y be so selfish always thinkin abt urself but no one else?will all my qns be answered?no?i guess so...love is so hard to explain...
emo period...my gurls are all in e emo period of time now....hurhur...cos lotsa things happened recently...plus von's family...van's bf leavin fer LA..jan n uncle joe couldnt seem to understand each other...pat n kel...mmm...i donno man...we need a break from all this man...
be strong my gurls...rem!no matter wat...we are always there fer each other..ok??
love n hugs...ashley~^^
friendship...read someone's blog...abt she was bein asked "who would u look fer when u are in trouble?" for me?i have a bunch of frens fer me to look fer...i mean it's not like im boastin abt how many frens i have or how popular i m with ppl ard..cos im not...ppl tend to think tat u noe..once u graduate from schs u will slowly lost contact with ur so called best frens...but tat didnt happen to me...don mention abt pri sch frens...cos haha..really nv contact anyone of em...peeps who noe me noes who are e gurls i always hang out with...my sec sch frens...evon,patricia and vanessa...we are sisters...haha...gosh..it's been 8yrs...mm..we do have conflicts here n there..but still we noe how important we are to each other...janlex..she's one of my sisters too..she was introduced to us by patricia during their poly days...now..we meet up basically every wk..it's not jus abt e meet ups tat made our friendship stand strong..we will feel touch enuff even if jus a simple phone call...my ite best frens..cynditan n dawn...i've known em fer like..4yrs??they too...will be there fer me when im down..like wat happened recently..from e beginnin until now...they were all there to support me...i feel sorry..tat i make u gurls so tired with me...u gurls acc me wait..rush down to me when u hear me cry...call me when im at tat depression period..give me advises...i cant thank you gurls enuff...seriously...i wouldnt have make it if it werent fer all of u..y is it always when somethin happen then ppl will come to realise how impt they are fer each other??hmmm...
love...wat exactly is e feelin of bein loved and lovin someone??i donno anymore...i feel so numb when i see and hear this word...y do relationships always start with so much love shown to each other then slowly things start to change?y cant everythin stay e same?yes..of cos i noe there's always ups n downs..but wat i mean is...y some love in e r/s will jus fade away so easily??y is it so easy fer some ppl to fall in n out of love so easily?and y is it so hard to give in to each other?y is it so hard to understand each other?y is there no trust in r/s?y betray when ur love one trusted u so much??y be so selfish always thinkin abt urself but no one else?will all my qns be answered?no?i guess so...love is so hard to explain...
emo period...my gurls are all in e emo period of time now....hurhur...cos lotsa things happened recently...plus von's family...van's bf leavin fer LA..jan n uncle joe couldnt seem to understand each other...pat n kel...mmm...i donno man...we need a break from all this man...
be strong my gurls...rem!no matter wat...we are always there fer each other..ok??
love n hugs...ashley~^^
posted by Ashley at 8:22 AM
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