好想谈恋爱了..

hmmm..look at my title..wat's wrong with me?i donno y..jus had this kinda think out of e sudden..or jus wanna get back e kinda feelin when u have a crush on someone..or someone have a crush on u...or when e both of u are in luv with each other..^^ hmm..got no one fer me to have a crush on now..hurhur..i've lost tat kinda feelin long time ago...mmm..well..actually im also quite use to bein alone..cos everytime i go out with von, pat, jan or van..sometimes their bf sure will tag along...well..at first wasnt too use to it..but it has been like this fer sooooo long..so ya..it's ok..but they are always worried fer me..cos they were always afraid tat i will feel left out...those silly gurls...hmmm...does it seem like i hadnt had any relationship before to u peeps readin this???hurhur..yes..i had a few relationships before..erm...the one i love most n also e longest relationship i had was him..u gurls or whoever noes me..yea..u noe who he is..guess it's becos of him i hadnt had a proper relationship since..i mean it wasnt becos of e guys...but prob is with me..guess i couldnt let go..till now...sometimes..i still miss him..foolish me...i cant blame anyone but myself..but well..im glad tat he is happy with his current gf now..^^ and...ya..there's this other guy whom i've always had a crush on from my ite sch days...last time when we were still in sch..we click really well i think..haa..cos we both had one same interest..dance!he's a bboy..but still this kukuboy will have attitude prob..lol..anyway..we still contact each other now..can i say most of e time he look fer me is becos he jus quarrel with his gf..or already broken up with gf?haha..seriously i donno..but still he is a cute n nice guy...^^
one is my ex bf..e other my crush..haha..this two guys...gave me unforgettable memories....but e first one i mentioned means more to me of cos..hurhur...
ok...was thinkin abt this issue this two days..so m here sharin...
haha!!cheers everyone!hahalol..
oh before i go..there's two mv from SE7EN..first mv title come back to me..second mv come back to me part 2..it has a continuous storyline..sad mv..=( anyway..njoy..^^
gonna end here..tata~~